Not Today, Death

Written: March 2 2025

Published: March 2 2025

Mood: Relieved

Playing: Nothing at the Moment

Current Temperature: 76F / 24C

It has been an absolutely wild and dogshit first two months of the year and I sincerely hope that this is not the canary in the coalmine for the the rest of the year is going to go.

I'm gonna give it to you straight. Ya boi has been dealing with some serious reproductive health issues, and as a result, had to get a hysterectomy. That's right, uterine cancer came for my ass and I had to yeet the ute. Not the most ideal way of going about getting bottom surgery, but that is a nice side effect as a result of saving my own damn life.

Speaking of saving my own damn life, I realized during the whole ordeal that I don't have to carry everything on my own back just because I live alone. There ARE people who care for me, and to whom I would not be considered a burden if I reached out to them. That was a really hard lesson to learn, but I'm glad I know about it for sure now.

So what comes next? As of last week I'm completely clear of malignant cells, and now I've got to spend a few more weeks healing and regaining my strength. I really want to be able to ride my bike again before the weather gets too hot and I gotta start worrying about rain and hurricanes. I've also taken up kandi making as sort of a hobby to pass the time because I'm actually pretty bored of being on the computer. However that discussion is best saved for another blog post, when I'm ready to go in depth and have like, proper feelings about it.

Quote of the Day: "Help someone today." - Paul Blart, Paul Blart: Mall Cop 2